December 9, 2005

• Good morning.

  I'm so off.   I'm turning my computer off and staying off for
  the rest of the weekend if it kills me.  It might.  LOL

  I'm also getting myself off sugar.   Which also might kill me.   

  I was high at 3 yesterday, and now I'm extremely extremely low.   Life gets that way LOL
  Life will get better, I will be fine.   I keep telling myself this over and over and praying a lot.

  Depression/Anxiety sucks.  It just creeps up in the most bizarre ways, and times, and screams here I am to take over.

  My mil is going in for back surgery today, something that she chose to
  do rather suddenly.   Rob is extremely concerned as he didn't
  feel she got good information, and should have thought
  harder.   He's in the medical field, so he has the
  right.  I actually share the concern.   The surgery in
  intensely invasive and has many many ways it could go wrong.

  If you could pray that would be superb.   

  Thanks,
  Tonia

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