December 12, 2003

  • BLEEEP!  BLURBLE.  AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!


    Thanks,  I've been wanting to get that out of my system all day.


    I'm a fixer.  I thought I'd cured myself of that terrible disease.   But the last couple weeks I've started slinking back into it.    I see hurt and I want to take it away.   I want to force a person to take the option I'm giving them.  Even if its the all fired wrong option.   


    I'm hoping I've gained a bit of tact in my attempts at meddling.  But even so I need to just stop fixing unless someone specifically asks for it. 


    Bangs head soundly on computer.  I will keep my mouth shut.  I will.


    So, most of you are wondering what I'm talking about.   Its okay so am I most days. 


    To those whom I've given unsolicited advice in the last couple days.  Please feel free to bang my head with a 2x4.  I myself know how obnoxious I was beginning to get. 


    I think its time for *me* to take a little web break.  I've done so good for so long in staying balanced.  But the last couple weeks I've slid bad.   You know its bad when you've hit refresh on the same board 6x and you KNOW nobody's lurking, so why you would think anythings gonna show up is completely beyond me.   Today I *gasp* actually turned it off.  Several times.  I'm determined to do that more often.


    And I'm aiming to go back to only slipping on for a few minutes on weekends like I did for ever so long.     Its necessary to find balance.   And my balance has been screwed up.


    When you find yourself worrying over your internet relationships more then your family.  Its time to take a little bitty step back.   And the last couple days thats where I finally got to.  So, don't freak I'm an addict.   *giggles*    I'll still be around, but just not hitting refresh quite so often...(I hope)


    Tomorrow morning.  I'm going to go out for breakfast all on my own.  And then I'm going to go get my hair cut.  Its all getting rather shaggy.   My lovely DH will be busy taking my kids Christmas shopping for their mommy.   hehehe


    Hey, I might even be so bold as to NOT sign on before I leave...but probably not.  *snigger*  I after all spend the first 30 minutes of my morning nursing a child.  And I may as well be staring at something while I'm doing so.....


    Anyhow prayers to those I'm worried about.   And I'll crawl back into my corner and stop interfering.....

Comments (7)

  • I do that too *winces* hehehe.

    I've finally learnt to bite my teeth together really hard, try to smile and take three big steps back from each and every situation.  If I still have a burnign need to talk after three days I get one paragraph ;) Okay, I'm not that harsh LOL Buts its a nasty habit to stamp out eh? *HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS*

  • :sunny: It's good to take a step back sometimes

  • Everything slows down right through January anyway, as everyone takes a step back and spends time with their family.  But remember to have your 'me' time as well.  Not me, y'know, you... you know what I mean.

    We all get cocky sometimes.  Rhiana's teachers have said it, you can see when she's ready to go up a level, because she starts getting really over-confident.  And adults are like that too: we start to feel like we're really managing a situation, and we push it too far.  I've seen it a lot, I've done it.  Balance is so hard to find.

  • You are doing fine. :)   I don't mind the advice--since I'm usually asking. LOL  You've been quite tactful I think with me so don't worry.

  • I have to take breaks every now and again too. It's good to recharge, and I appreciate my internet friends all the more when I return.  Have a great day!

  • my new xanga name and home is: recreator.  Hope to see you there.  Love TP

  • This is interesting. I'm just getting into the whole journaling on line life. Food for thought.:goodjob:

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