August 21, 2002
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Good morningi
The kids are all down for naps. And I needed to take some me time. I’m very disgusted with life at the moment. For whatever reason the straw that broke the camels back is my digital camera is not working.
I survived Rainee’s hospital visits. And all the other crap that’s gone on. But now I just want to bawl. I’m angry. How stupid can it be for me to be angry over an inanimate object being broken? But I AM ANGRY OVER IT!
The camera was MY toy. The thing I enjoyed. Everything else in this house is “ours” And gets trashed on a frequent basis. The couch is falling apart and UGLY. Princess pulled the upholstery off the recliner chair yesterday so its now ugly. My 100 year old hard wood floors never look clean. I can live with that.
But the camera that was mine. And I’m ticked I can’t get it working.
Am I not allowed to have ONE thing that I enjoy playing with? Is that too much to ask for?
My birthday is in September. I was going to get a bike. Not necessarily because I truely desperately want a bike. But because my husband loves to ride and I wanted to have fun with him riding. I wanted to do something that he loves. And he was eagerly looking forward to doing it with me. BUT, now am I gonna have to ask for another #$@*&(*&*@( camera?
Called Kodak about it….they said it was because I’m using the wrong batterys. So gonna go get the right ones. I so hope their right, but I HIGHLY doubt it. I’ve used these batterys before and they worked just fine.
Why the heck am I so upset about a camera?
Comments (5)
Sorry to hear that. Sometimes its the little things that put us over the edge.
Oh lordy. So many precious things of mine have been destroyed. Many things are getting ratty, tattered and old. There are days where I just sit and sob as I discover yet another pretty thing destroyed. *hugs* I think it’s all right to be upset. Especially when one doesn’t have a lot of things that just theirs anymore. Take care.
I so understand how you are feeling. I had a music box my grandma gave me get distroyed. It is heartbreaking sometimes.
I sowwy… been through this with LouAnne… I can understand. Hope it gets fixed and you don’t haffa by another! (((Tonia)))
straw and camels? also you only have one thing that’s YOURS. Hang in there. I miss you. Hugs.