October 9, 2007

• Good morning

  I spent this weekend in my extreme pain.  It was too close to the last bout...which was the night before my aunt came to visit.  And for the same reason.   Oh well, at least I know what I did wrong.

  Its doing a lot better today, but still not all the way better.

  And today's B day.  Ya know B for Baton.  Tuesday and Wednesday are these hurtles to conquer these days.  LOL  

  Zeria is starting private lesson's today.  She LOVES the aerial part of baton, and it doesn't fit into team time well.  And I recently learned her coach offers private lessons, so we're going to let her do them for awhile.  Zeria is psyched.  

  I finally called my mom yesterday as I hadn't heard from her in two weeks.  It was an intresting call.  EAch interaction with either of my parents stirs up the hornets nest, and reminds me of the reasons to grieve, evaluate, and forgive.  Again.

  So hard.

  In many, many ways my dad is doing better then my mom.

  But we actually talked about that, and it was confirmed by my mom's pastor.

  The perp of a crime can move past fairly quickly.  He's forgiven, he picks up the pieces.

  The victim.

  Well theirs a reason that word makes you sink to the depths of the earth.  The victim has to try to regroup, and just can't quite.  And there's so much.  So very much.  *sigh*

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