August 30, 2007

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    Yeah, not doing so well getting updates here.  I didn't get home from baton practice until 6:30 last night, and was just too wiped out.  Jeremiah dumped my water bottle all over my mouse about an hour ago (the first time I got to sit at the puter all day) and managed to fry the mouse.  It has been a rotten mouse anyhow, so its no great loss.  Except theirs still water in it and it keeps bringing up things when it hasn't been touched.

    We had gorgeous, gorgeous weather this weekend--I think the first weekend all summer to have been hot.  We played at Rialto on Sunday, a local beach Monday, baton practice and our river yesterday, our river and a different local beach today.  We're finally getting summer, and we're fully aware its on its way out, so we're cramming in what we can.

    I've lost my voice AGAIN!  I can't remember how many times this has been this year.  Probably if I were smart I'd go to the doctor.  Instead I'm weapy, tired and exhausted.  I'm just crashing.

    My mom is having a garage sell this weekend trying to gain some money, and recoop some of her losses.  I really, really want to go, its hard to explain why.  When I started talking to my mom I started bawling.  The first I've done with her actually.  I've been the voice of comfort up until tonight.  I told her it just felt like it was a stab in the chest as to one more reason why my family is broken. 

    Stupid that a garage sale makes me feel that way huh?  I mean she's had them before.  But this time she's REALLY selling stuff, stuff she never would have if she didn't have to. 

    And I can't help her.

    And yeah.

    Just tired.

    So as a result...these are our beach pictures from Rialto.  They give me smiles, but I don't have the mental stamina to narrate today.  I'm sorry.  I could use some prayer, as I'm just kinda in pieces tonight. 

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Comments (3)

  • Still praying!  Love ya lots.

    Faith

  • You are totally depressed. Sorry but you need some help. Been there done that. I recognize the symptoms. The things they give now are not addictive. They can be taken for a short while until you get yourself back together and then only as needed and once you get back to yourself you will know when the need is there. Do this for yourself but also do this for your kids. Your husband will understand what you are going through. Your kids will only know Mommy isn't so nice anymore and Mommy is sad no matter how well you try to go on as usual. I'm not one to recommend meds but in this case you need to do this. PRAYERS!!!

  • I'm praying for you all too.

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