October 3, 2006

• Faith

  
  

  I struggled with mine last night.  I had rather an emotional temper tantrum.  Rob let me cry, talk, and vent.  And nothing was resolved, but I feel better.  Its amazing what a good cry will do. 

  
  

  Actually that is a down side of taking paxil it won't let me cry most of the time.  This is a good thing sometimes, but tears ARE a gift.   Anyhow side tracking myself.

  
  

  This morning I'm awake and coping a bit better.  I still have no solutions for the issues, but its okay life moves on.   Yesterday we ordered the flooring for our bedrooms, and the sunroom.  We will be placing the Quick Step Quadra California Gold again.   We love it, its durable, and its allergy friendly.

  
  

  Back to faith.  I can't stay on a subject for thirty-seconds.  Faith is knowing that when your father holds his hands out and says jump you will be caught.  Well last year about this time we were told to jump.  We jumped to Clallam Bay.   Many things are good, but ya know we do still have some snags.  I can't find a after school activity for the kids, and I'm lonesome.   If I could find a after school activity it would probably cut some of the lonesomeness.  But so far every plan I've schemed has bombed.  And I don't want to drive to Joyce for Awana.  So  I'm holding my hands out and jumping....praying my Father will catch me.   

  
  

  

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