August 17, 2006

  • Bleh!


    I just feel Bleh! 


    Jeremiah's trip to the doctor was frought with frustration.  The stitches were in deep, and the ER doctor didn't leave any knots to cut.  It was so bad I was told that the Pediatricians would be filing a complaint against him.  Since I rather despised him thanks to his whole stunts about how to get a hurt baby calmed down I'm cheering in that regard.


    My back hurts, and that nasty old hag is in for a visit.  You know Aunt Flo.  Other wise known as monthly cycle?  I want to beat her and send her packing permantly.  I'm done having kids, so I'm done with her.


    *snort*


    Tomorrow is a new day, that hopefully I will feel human in.  I'm very much struggling with pain, and some other issues.  I'm coming close to making a decision that will change some significant things.  I'm just unsure.  I know it will hurt someone when I make it.   I need some peace in regards to the whole issue and I can't find it.  *scratches head*


    I know I shouldn't make any decisions the days before/during my period.  So I should just shut my head down and go to sleep.  LOL.  Of course sleep is easier when one doesn't feel BLEH!


    Oh wait I'm back to that word again.  *snicker*  Isn't life grand?   


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    "Whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are noble, Whatsoever things are pure.  Whatsoever things are lovely, Whatsoever things are of good report , if there be any virture, or any praise.  Think on these things."   Phil 4:11


    This is the verse I'm holding onto as I continue to fight the depression that struggles to take over me.  One teensy second at a time.  Focus on the beauty, and let go of the hurt.  Look above the rocks to the blue sky. 


     

Comments (4)

  • I'm praying!

  • Using my favorite word are we...bleh.  I say that a lot too....usually when I am contemplating the yard...or finally dealing with mom's stuff.  *hugs* 

  • Poor Jer! That's terrible.

    As for not making decisions while dealing with hormones, that's where I'm at. I don't think I've ever had pms as bad as this past week, and I know I'm not being logical about some things (mostly in regards to Peter). I pretty much can't stand him for one week out of every month *snicker*. I've been thinking of confronting my mil about her recent behavior, but decided that I'll wait until my week rides itself out, then think about it. It won't do any good anyway, so why bother? *sigh*

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