February 22, 2006

  • Good morning.


    Its a day.


    I woke up in the middle of the night spending a hour trying to let go of something.  I woke up this morning trying to let go of something.


    It apparently doesn't want to let go.  I enjoy banging my head on a brick wall you knew this right?


    LOL


    On other notes my painting is all done.  Well, accept for the computer area, but that isn't gonna take long, and I'll do it when we get the stuff out of this corner.  My desk and piano are just too massive to move, and I have no idea where there gonna go when I do.


    Today is Wednesday which me Awana in the evening. 


    I have several themes running through my head going over and over which are driving me batty.  My poor husband.  I talked and talked and talked last night. 


    The one conversation is a long one that involves the word Christian and what it means.   And how its essentially became a dirty word.   Its a long one, that I'm still working over in my head.  In the Middle East missionarys are teaching people to refer to themselves as friends of Jesus, or followers of Jesus or the like.  The word Christian has come to define so many things that have nothing to do with Christ it doesn't remotely have the original meaning.  I like having discussions like that it makes my brain hurt a bit, but it also makes me think.


    The other conversation I had was about genetics.  It also gave me a headache.   ROFL  His B.A. in science was stretched a bit. 


    Neither conversations had a resolve.  I hate conversations like that.  They wake me up in the middle of the night while I look for a solution.


    I like black and white.  I am a black and white person--hey maybe that's why I have black and white kids.  Sorry I'm rabbit trailing again.   I don't do loose threads well.  And there's several of them in my head I want to pull on, or tie in a knot.  LOL   So, that's life from this crazy house.