November 11, 2005

• *SCCCCCCCCREams*

  Ever felt violated?  Its the way I feel right now.  

  I'm absolutely creeped out.   Fingernails on chalk.    Absolutely violated.

  I tried to communicate this to my husband, and he was symphathetic, but not completely understanding.

  I made a mistake six months ago in continuing in something
  online.   The situation is rectified now...but a piece of my
  soul is just scared.   Strange actually. 

  I can't explain.    But all I know is the right decision
  was made regardless of what others think.   It was time to
  end the situation before I did loose.

  How bizarre is it to feel that way.   Keeps poking at the
  situation trying to understand why it creeped me out so bad, and have
  no answers.   Except to know...it was time.

  And ya'll are totally confused right now.  But hey life gets that way. 

  • 6:14 pm
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