April 28, 2005

• and I'm not going anywhere today.

  
  

  It was just too much.

  
  

  Didn't know i was going to?  That's okay.

  
  

  I woke up in the midst of a awful anxiety attack because I knew I had to go.    I haven't had my house to myself all week.   And I've had a headache for four days...not to mention the stomache bug I had most of Monday.  I'm just stressed as a result.

  
  

  I was supposed to go to Bible Study.  I haven't actually managed to make it.  I may just tell my sister its not going to happen.  *sigh*  We shall see.

  
  

  But for now...I have my house to just my family.   The kids are planted in front of the tv, and I can stare.   I like staring.   I haven't gotten to do it in quite awhile.

  
  

  I can also get up and move around if I want.   And attack the little piles of crap sitting on every possible place to sit.   The house is clean..its just cluttered.   Because I haven't been able to walk around my house and put stuff away thanks to my walk-way being full of drywall.   So I will attack them.

  
  

  I need to destroy the spirit of confusion in this house.  Its not helping my head ache any at all.   My desk was attacked, and is now 90% orderly.  When I'm done nursing which ever kid I'm nursing...I'm starting to loose track, I'll deal with the last of the crap.  

  
  

  And slowly move around getting stuff in order.  Order is good.   I made the right choice to be anti-social today.  LOL

  
  

   

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