April 25, 2005
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Today was a day of survival.
And....I did.
I think my kids are asleep...although its doubtful at this point.
I have been extremely unrational today...and feel incredibly invisible. I have this extreme desire to disconnect from the internet and never reconnect. I have to wonder somedays if it has helped..or hurt my family.
I'm tired.
I'm not going to be rash. But....I don't know. Just crap
Haven't felt the need for a internet break in a long time...but I may disappear for a couple days to regain perspective. Whatever that is.
Cause...I feel invisible.
I'm tired of trying too hard to be noticed. I'm tired of not being me, in an attempt to be noticed. I'm just tired. And...crap.
Don't worry not gonna be rash. Just need to do some praying, and find some perspective. And remind myself how much I hate Mondays.
Finally brother whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are lovely, if there be any virtue, if there be any praise, think on these things.
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:sunny: *hugs* If I can do anything, just let me know. I love reading your blog and have you and your family in my prayers every day.
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You're not invisible. *hugs*
:love: Well we love you! And I just enjoy hearing about the kiddos. You don't realize how wonderful and amazing you are!
Take some time and relax, you need it. We will always be here for you.
BTW, I really like your hair. It looks great. I wished when I had highlights put in mine I had turned out so good!
Hugs!
I notice you! I'm just too lazy to post half the time. My bad.
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