Good afternoon
I'd like 3 brownie points please. I'm currently snacking on a boiled egg and carrots & dip. No sugar. WOO HOO
Had a morning this morning. Drove to town to deposit check with 6 kids and hubby in tow. He came to spend his gift-card he got for Christmas at Big 5. He did that successfully. Then Rainee, Jeremiah and I went into my grandma's for a visit. She was very out of it, it was a short visit, and I felt like crying. And dang it I forgot my camera, so no pictures of Jer with his great-grandma.
She said "I'm just ready to go to Heaven." I said. "Apparently God still has work for you hear grandma." "That's exactly what I believe." she said and began to cry. I personally wanted to join her.
She's been ready for 10 years. The angry side of me would like to know why God doesn't let her go. The shell she lives is just ick.
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Awana starts again tonight my kids are happy. And the house will be quieter tonight.
I'm holding onto my sanity...but its a hard thing to hold onto. Hormonal as heck let me tell you. Cry/scream/cravings come rapidly. I've been skipping my meds way too often. Rob has committed himself to reminding me for awhile, just cause I'm so comatose in the morning. Gee could that be due to lack of sleep?
Life moves on. I'm setting a goal to begin exercising. I thought out a reasonable one that I know I can manage with not too much work. I'm hoping to walk 3 days a week. Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday. These are the most convenient days for our schedule. Which is why I made the goal so specific. Its not a new-Years-Resolution. Just a I need-to-do-thing.
The first walk will be short...and I will slowly build up stamina. I'm hoping to make it eventually a walk to SandHagan and back 3 days a week. That would be 2 miles....and a steep 2 miles. It can be done...just need to do baby steps.