January 27, 2005

• And........crash.

  
  

  "Whatever you do work at it with all your heart, working as to the Lord, not unto men."  Colossians 3:23

  
  

  Jeremiah is experiencing his first cold.  He's not impressed with it.  I've had him in my arms basically all day.  He's asleep in my sling right now...which in and of itself is a minor miracle.   Rob slept most of his day as he works tonight.   So I just sat and rocked and rocked and rocked him.   Daddy took him when he got up for a whole half hour and then hands him to me and says "I think he needs to nurse."   "I don't think so, he's just fussy."  I said with exhaustion.

  
  

  I was right.  He (Jeremiah) screamed at me...and I just started bawling.  All I wanted was a few minutes to myself. 

  
  

  Rob took him back.  LOL   And I went and hid in the bedroom so it wouldn't be so tempting to hand Jeremiah to me.  That was at 5:15...at 6:00 Rob headed to work.

  
  

  I should be greatful for 45 minutes eh? 

  
  

  I'm trying....

  
  

  Tomorrow is Friday.  Rob will go to H&R to do the taxes.   Other then that its a blank slate.   He has to work Sunday to make up for having Tuesday off, so it will be a short weekend. 

  
  

  If I were smart at all even though its only 8:10 I'd head to bed while Jeremiah was asleep.  Instead I'm just desperate for me time.  I know selfish.  But oy.

  
  

  Breathes.  And prays.  And remembers how important my job is...hard to remember too often.

  
  

  "Whatever you do work at it with all your heart, working as to the Lord, not unto men."  Colossians 3:23

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