December 17, 2004

• I keep asking myself how I ended up being a mom of 6....I've only been married 5 plus years after all.

  
  

  Well I made the mistake of asking Rob that this morning in Zeria's hearing.

  
  

  She smiled and said.  "Wellllllllll daddy put a baby inside you, it grew, and you pushed it out."

  
  

  I needed that laugh.

  
  

  I'm tired....(big suprise huh?)   And I way way over did it Monday...still pulling myself out of that slump. 

  
  

  Plus tis the season to eat sugar.   And I so should not be.   Between entirely too much sugar and post-partum depression?   Not a pretty picture.

  
  

  Sugar I must avoid, sugar.  I'm telling myself no more sugar until Christmas day.

  
  

  I must be good.   I can't be up all night with an anxiety attack/nightmares. 

  
  

  Mostly I'm doing good other then my inability to say no to sugar. 

  
  

  Jeremiah actually *gasp* slept 4 hours last night.  It was WONDERFUL. 

  
  

  Rainee LOVES to "pet" Jerrymiah.   

  
  

  I bit the bullet yesterday and bought a binky for Miah.  He took to it immediately.  And it is a nice reprieve on my ears when we're in the car.  He doesn't approve of cars not moving.  Now we plug him, and he seems to tolerate it quite nicely.   I will continue to nurse him every 1.5-2 hours.   And when he seems to need it.  But the plug has its definite handy moments.

  
  

  I have a suspicion I'm just gonna be spotty online for awhile.  This newborn stuff is HAAAAAAAAARD work.

  
  

  If there's something really important I need to know e-mail me k?  PLEASE?  I'm having a terrible time getting online. 

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