December 7, 2004

  • I'm starting to climb up out of the dark hole.


    Jeremiah has given me a wee bit of a break today which has helped....of course if this means I'm up all night I'm not going to be quite as excited about the break. 


    We went to our Awana Christmas festival on the weekend.   It was Jeremiah's first outing.  It was a lot of fun.   I figured we'd stay about an hour and a half...usually we're there about 8 hours.  We ended up staying 4 before I got wiped out.  


    Wanta see the nativity scene my family did????  The "spare" is my niece.  She saw what we were getting ready to do and wanted to join us.   She and Kaylin could be twins except there a year and a half apart.  LOL


    Samuel was "mad" cause he didn't want to be Joseph he wanted to be an angel.   The irony in that is just too much for me.  Cause man he's NO angel.


    Zeria was a bit miffed cause she didn't want to wear the Mary hat....and she too wanted to be a angel.


    And yes baby Jesus is wearing a Santa suit.....*snigger*  It was cute.  I bought it with some money 'ils sent before he came.....too goofy.



     


               


    And here's baby Santa.  *giggles*   The hat is just a bit big. 


    Jeremiah is a very demanding baby.  I would have to say much more demanding then either of the girls.  He will only sleep in someone's arms.   With the exception of 20-30 minutes  in the bouncy seat.  In which we quickly go to the bathroom/shower/and breathe.


    Oh and cuddle some kid who discovered our lap is accidentally empty.  *sigh*


    Last night I held Jeremiah from 1:00 in the afternoon until 11:30 pm when daddy came home.   At midnight when Jeremiah was done nursing I handed him to Rob who took him to the living room to pace the floor with him.


    I hadn't been empty-armed all day.  It was an amazing feeling of freedom......


    It took me a half hour to get to sleep just because I was treasuring the novelty.


    Today was a bit better.  And he let me dump him in the bouncy seat a lot.  Of course each time he was in the seat Rainee wanted to be in my arms...or Kaylin...or Zeria.


    What can I say?? I'm loved.  *giggles*


    Jeremiah *is* gaining weight now.   And the paxil is starting to work for me...so things are moving forward.  And quite possibly I will actually get to the boards tomorrow night while my older kids are at Awana....


     

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