November 10, 2004

• no midwife apointment today...got it rescheduled for tomorrow.   The nurse agreed that I NEEDED to be seen by the midwife rather then her. 

  
  

  I'm not sure why it upset me so much.

  
  

  Mostly I'm just not coping very well with being still pregnant.   It must be time to get up and do something again.   As long as I keep moving I can't think about how much I hurt, and how sick I am of being still pregnant.

  
  

  Oh please don't let me actually go overdue.

  
  

  PLEASE!

  
  

  Contractions for 2 hours tonight (again)  but they stopped (again)

  
  

  ironically their strongest when I'm laying flat (go figure)

  
  

   

  • 10:28 pm
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