February 12, 2004

• Okies...

  
  

  I'm here.

  
  

  My husband sent me back to bed as I was so icky.  Aleeve is working now.   So now I have that clouded over feeling instead.

  
  

  

  
  

  Stares at blank computer screen.  All thoughts in my head are so jumbled I can't even think as to where to begin.

  
  

  Okies....the period.  I'm suprised to find out I actually WANTED to be pregnant.  This is rather amazing considering up until now it rather terrified me to do it again.   So, I was more upset about that then I thought possible.   And its all rather silly considering I have 5 kids huh?  Apparently...I'm a sucker for kids.

  
  

  Toddlers...Rainee is just going around getting hurt.  Its terrifying me much more then any of the other kids.   Of course the whole broken leg thing.  And then some rather terrifying holes in her head.  And this morning she tipped her high chair over and banged her head.     Lets just say accident waiting to happen...and my rainee-hoverness-thingy is kicking in.

  
  

  Energy...I have none.   And every time I push a bit too far like Saturday when I burned...for the next six days I'm a walking zombie in severe pain.    Its not worth it.    The words chronic fatigue are being thrown out in this house more and more often.   I've passed all the other possibilities in medical tests.

  
  

  Pats my saintly husband.  He did all the laundry yesterday.   We've reached some kind of order...especially with someone coming in doing the heavy cleaning.    I keep the laundry turned around.  And fold as I can.  He catches up the rest of the folding on Wednesdays.  This makes for a few wrinkles but it works.   

  
  

  Yesterday he folded 9 loads.  Definitely a saint.  And let me cry...even more saintly.   Crying is therapeutic.  *grin*

  
  

  Destructive...oy is that girl destructive...right now she's experimenting with the on & off button of the computer printer.  EArlier she got into the corn meal and was using it like a sand pile.  She likes to "open" any mail on my desk.  Last week she ripped a 1,000 check I had put up here for safe keeping.   Yeup...she's a toddler.   

  
  

  Temper...she has one.  You take one of her toys away from her...ya know the things that belong to someone else...or to mommy.  She screams at you and stomps her feet.  The stomping of the feet is actually rather hysterical.   Its all I can do not to laugh at her.  Fortunately for now she turns it off really quickly.   So I just ignore...and go find a place to laugh.

  
  

  Opinion...oh my goodness.  I was drinking a pop yesterday.  Something she shares sometimes.  She looked at it and said MINE.  It wasn't.    Stink

  
  

  Oy....I just looked in the mirror. 

  
  

  That was sccccccarey.

  
  

  musn't do that again anytime soon.

  
  

  4,000 extra dollars in our back account right now thanks to our income tax return.  I'd love to ditch the kids at my parents and go to Hawaii for a week...that would be extremely irresponsible wouldn't it???

  
  

   

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