October 12, 2003

• Good morning.

  
  

  Well so last night I just held Rainee.  I held her hands so she couldn't pull the oxy out, and her feet so she couldn't kick me. 

  
  

  And it went over about as well as can be expected.  Of course it doesn't help that I made this decision at 1 or 2 am or so.  NOt even sure what time it was.  And she screamed, and screamed and screamed.  And finally I just nursed her for the rest of the night.

  
  

  Of course this means I didn't sleep.  But hey the oxy stayed in. 

  
  

  Sooooooooooooooo that plan didn't work.

  
  

  Plan 556 coming up. 

  
  

  Soooooooooooo now what?  Well I think we're gonna try just having her wear the wretched thing 24/7.  My friend the respitory therapist says if you can keep them wearing it the first 3 hours it will just become part of them.   I hate to do this 'cause of the oh-you-poor-baby-looks.  BUT I also need sleep, she needs sleep, my kids need us sleeping, nevermind my hubby.  Soooooooooo I'll let you know how plan 556 flops shortly.  *snigger*

  
  

  I have something to share.  I did this completely on my own.  Its computer art.  But I kinda like it.  I'm oh-so-not an artist.  But my hubby said it was good.  So be merciful k?  Its sort-a what the sky looked like last night. 

  
  

        

  
  

  Opnions welcome, as long as they don't start with it sucks.

  
  

  Okay time to get this day going.  hehehehehe I can do this. Yes I can.  If I can't do it....well  hmmm don't know what then.

  • 11:05 am
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