September 29, 2003

• afternoon

  
  

  not calling it good 'cause I'm too tired. *giggles*

  
  

  Looks like everybody's has lifes, and nobody's online playing.  WHINE.  I wanted to play!  hehehe

  
  

  Have pictures to upload, but not patient enough to do it right now.

  
  

  I'm a tad frustrated with life.  MOstly 'cause about 70% of my pain came back this morning.  Hopefully a good soak in the hot tub later will do it.  If I go know 5 little munchie's will want to join me.  And well I don't think I'm quite nice enough to be able to handle that.

  
  

  I'm thinking of only taking rainee to the 0-3 toddler program once a week.  The idjiots who run it on MOndays, are just that.  On mondays its the occupational therapist, and she is lazy, and doesn't know kids, and I'm not entirely sure why she is there.  And the little girl that I keep wanting to smuggle home cries most of the time.  And every time she'd get it a little bit under control due to the fact that the o/t had finally ignored her, the o/t would go back and talk to her.  Come on lady she does NOT like you leave her alone.  It wasn't like she was working with her...she just wanted to snuggle her I guess.  Anyhow listening to somebody' else's baby scream for an hour and a half once a week is annnnnoying!  I asked if the foster mom could come a couple times to help the poor thing adjust and they said she wouldn't be bothered.  

  
  

  I guess this is the true reason I'm grumpy huh?  How many other babies are there out there like that?   I just want to snatch them all up and protect them, but my energy is sapped right where I'm at.....I can't...cann't I? 

  
  

  *sigh*  So hard to watch. 

  • 5:15 pm
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