August 4, 2003

• I'm here.

  
  

  For whatever that's worth.

  
  

  And I seriously doubt that I'm pregnant.  I have a test I'll take it tomorrow.  But my symptoms are leaning more and more towards my thyroid being outawack once again.

  
  

  The depression and lack of sleep were bad enough, but I'm sinking back into the inability to make simple decisions.  So I'm thinking thats where A/F went.  And I'm making a doctors apointment tomorrow as soon as they open. 

  
  

  Rainee has been back to her major desat tricks.  I'm sleep deprived from 3 nights of that.  She has a runny nose and is pretty much always wheezy.  I don't think its a cold,  I think its just her. 

  
  

  Jamari had a fever of 103.2 this afternoon.  He puked when I was in town and my sister was watching him.  Gave him ibuprofen and it "healed" him instantly.   

  
  

  I may not be blogging as frequently for a bit as when my thyroid gets like this I have a hard time staying "sane" for lack of a better term, and I don't want to say things I don't truely mean due to the way my body is responding.  So if I disappear for awhile understand that.

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