March 12, 2003

• Good evening

  
  

  Well, I made my kiddos happy.  After putting up with 15 minutes of their hysteria.  Their ride didn't stop for them to take them to Cubbies.  And I already have three babies asleep.   And refuse to wake them, its been a LONG NASTY WET GROSE DAY!

  
  

  Anyhoo, I finally SOS'd my sister and offered her $10 to come and get them.  She being 17 and desperate for money accepted.    They'll be a tich late, but their happy, and that is ALL that matters around here. 

  
  

  I'm not being a good mommy.  I am so anxious for a break.  I NEED to get away before my kids put a for sale sign up on me.

  
  

  I didn't sleep last night, and it wasn't purdy.  And well I'm a boitch tonight.  *sigh*

  
  

  Father God, I'm sorry I'm not coping well.  Please give me the strength to start over.  And to enjoy my kids.  In your sons name, Amen

  • 9:21 pm
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