October 21, 2002

  • I am so very very very very angry.  If I had cuss words I would cuss.  We discussed what we were gonna do for today.  We dressed the kids for what we were gonna do today.  We bought food that we didn't really have money for so we could do what we were gonna do today.  I got dressed for what we were gonna do today.  Everybody was excited about what we were gonna do today.

    And then

    My #$@*#&$(@*#&#*(@*#&$@*(#&$@(*#&$(*@&#(*$@&#(*$&@#(*&$@(*#&$(@*#&$(@*#&$(@*#&$(*@&#$(*@&#(*$&@#(*$&(@*#&$(*#@&$(*#&(*@&#(*&@(#*$&(@*#&$(*@#& DH  whom I DO love, but am ready to throttle decided to cancel it all.


    So here we all sit with the adrenniline all pumped and ready to burn and have a hot dog roast.  And no where to go and nothing to do. 


    I used some of my adrenniline yelling at my dh.  (embarassed face here)  And I'd like to use some more that way. 


    Breathing in and out in and out in and out in and out


    And guess what its not working! 


    Can I please take a extra Paxil.  How about a stiff drink.  I've never actually drank, but now seems like a good time.  snicker


    Its my husbands birthday.  If he doesn't want to I should let it go.  I should be a slave and humbly bow to all his wishes today.


    HA!


    Okay.  Breathing still.  In and out in and out in and out in and out in and out.


    I may actually do a private journal entry today!  LOL


    Father God, help me come down off my rage.  PLEASE!!!!!

Comments (8)

  • oooooh, Tonia!  I'd be mad too.  Keep doing those deep breaths and praying....you've got the right idea.

    ((hugs))

  • Omilord. Do privately journal today. *hugs* Oh manohmanohman. I have days like this and I want to scream and cry because I have no place to adequately scream sometimes. LOL. It sucks. Pray for God's mercy on the DH. I can't believe it. Waaaah...

    I'd offer a stiff drink, but they're all gone here. Barbecue recipes! Really! ROFL

  • Mamma mia! A last minute change? That's never wonderful! Hope that you had a good day regardless! Take a deep breath and count to ten!

  • I sowwy!  Marriage and relationships aren't about not getting angry.  They are about what you do when you are.  Trusting God to help you get passed this too!

  • ((((Tonia)))) Praying for you.

  • ((((Tonia)))) Praying for you.

  • Oh dear.  Maybe I'm a bad influence?

    Sorry day was horrid.  Feel better soon.

    Love Tracie

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