February 28, 2002
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Good morning. Yes it IS a good morning. I'm having a hard time convincing myself.
Yesterday was such a fun day. And things went quite well. I was in a good mood most of the day. The kids were fun to be around etc, etc.
And today I'm a pregnant b****. I haven't shown it (yet) but I just feel it seething inside me. I hate the feeling. I keep praying and praying and praying. And so far the feeling is just there.
Of course lets see the fact that I didn't sleep much last night didn't help. And it was no ones fault but my own.
And the fact that dh got mad at me last night and went to sleep before it was resolved didn't help.
And when I tried to resolve it this morning he initially lied to me and said he wasn't mad...which then made me think I'd dreamed it all up. doesn't help.
Can I go back and do the last 12 hours over again?
Oh that's what forgiveness is about huh? A clean slate. What I need right now is for a really big tide to come in and wash away the foot print mistakes away so I can start over.
Create in me a clean heart oh God and renew a right spirit within me. Psalms 51
Comments (5)
(((hugs))) New day, new slate. Praying things are better soon.
LouAnne
Hoping today is a better one
let go of the anger and just take a nice cleansing breath.....
have a great thursday..
rubymoon
Praying your day is going better.
>>>hello
i know u aint feeling that very good 2day, but ill keep u in my prayers. i know how awful u feel w/ them pregnancy moodswings plus the not having enough sleep(ow! well, that's like a regular thing 2me
), so i understand. but the pix...i gottz 2 give u props 4 that coz just lookin @ it...uuu! it looks so calming &...well, i really do luv the beach, so its beautiful 4me regardless
have a nice day
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