November 17, 2001

  • I'm missing the board I left.  Its a secular board.  But it was where I was the most comfortable.  But what am I missing?


    Am I missing the crazy games we used to play?  Am I missing the friendships.  The friends I'd made there I still talk with on aim or have the ability to talk with if I so wish. 


    You know what I'm missing the feeling that I belonged.  It was the ONLY board where I felt like I belonged to the clique.  I do not say this to be hurtful about others boards.  We just had a lot in common.  Yes there was differences, but we were having too much fun to care  


    Until somebody got carried away, and asked questions that offended my faith.  And I chose to protest~~rather then walk away.  I was told I was over reacting.  I've had at least 3 people from the board ask me to come back~~2 today. 


    The topic I protested did not go away~~it just moved to its own board.  Where I can choose to pretend it doesn't exist.  But it does.  So is it right for me to "ignore" it...or??????


    Father God, decisions, decisions.  I miss the friendship and the camardery.  I miss the laughing, and knowing that I'd get sound advice when I asked for it.  And my kids did that too~~when I complained big time about the latest kid disaster.  I tried to get it at a 3rd board~~but its too big to "belong" there.   And why the heck do I feel so comfortable at a non-Christian board?  Could I go back & maintain my integrity by NOT reading that board.  Or would that mean compromising my faith?  Whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are noble, if there be any virtue if there be any praise think on these things.  Philippians 4:??  Help me please.  Tonia

Comments (4)

  • Pray about it, sweetie. (((hugs)))  I am kinda missing a board I used to belong to, also.  Unfortunately I had no choice in my leaving.

  • Do what feels right. I know what you mean about wanting to be where you feel you belong. That's why I came back to Xanga!

  • ((((HUGS))) hope you make the decision that is right for YOU!!

  • I recently stopped going to a board I frequently lurked and posted at because it was a total waste of my time.  I was getting too caught up with it and I stepped back, looked at the situation and decided my time and my sons time was way more important than being there. 

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