August 21, 2001

• Good morning,  Another busy day in the Signor family.  lol

  
  

  Rob headed out already to go get his Adoption physical.  I will get mine tomorrow morning.  Our dr has really early office hours (6:30 am)  which is VERY nice.   So we take another step

  
  

  Talked to the Adoption caseworker yesterday and my old Foster care license is still in effect.  (Just doesn't have Rob's name on it)  So as soon as up Adoption homestudy update is on the CPs caseworkers desk  she will apply for interstate compact and move him up here.  At least a month probably more.  Unless miracles can happen.  But the fact she's honoring the old one is a miracle

  
  

  I haven't told any real life people about my other news.  I'm contemplating calling my mom when she wakes up this morning.  A little nervous, because I'm THRILLED about the news, but I'm not sure how she's gonna handle it.

  
  

  Father God, give me peace.  Let me trust you and rely on you for the handling of my emotions.  The fear of man.  I want people to rejoice with me.  And am so afraid of what my "real" life friends are gonna say.  Please, Father give me peace.

  
  

  2 Timothy 1:7.   God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, of love, and a sound mind. 

  
  

   All God gave me this verse last night.   I am excited about it.  So I cling to that, and trust in his peace, his ability to be my soothing calmness.

  
  

  My breasts hurt something fierce.  And nursing Kaylin is putting me in agony.  I think I'm gonna slowly start weaning her.  Not forcefully.  Just a if she doesn't ask I'm not gonna offer.  I keep praying about it.  That being said I think I nursed all night last night.  She was soooooooo fussy.  Poor thing.  In and out in and out of that stinky old crib.  Hopefully she wakes up in a good mood this morning.  Otherwise here comes the super sling.  Its her security blanket, and that way I can get stuff done.  

  
  

  I'm already doing the pregnancy tired. LOL  I was so PATHETIC.  I went on my date night with Rob last night.  And I fell asleep on him twice.  Gotta slow down, and let a few things go tee hee.    No working on the building project even if it looks like fun.  LOL  I kept wondering over there yesterday trying to help---mostly I was just a hindrance.  My job is to keep the kids out of his way.  Its the job I wanted

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