August 18, 2001

  • Good morning.  I have a weeks worth of housework to do today.  (YUCK)  I guess I'll sift through and pick the most important stuff.  I also have to run into Wal-mart with 3 kids in tow (yikes)  And pick up some stuff for Zeria's very late bday party.  Her and a friend have bdays 2 weeks apart so we're gonna give them a joint party tonight.  We had conflicts up until now, so tonights' the night.  It should be fun.  And their family is such that doesn't care if the house is super clean so I don't have to stress too much.


    I DO HAVE to get some laundry done though as Rob's out of workclothes. *sigh*


    Samuel's starting the day out with tantrums.  I hope it isn't a sign as to how the day goes. (PLEASE)  


    The Bestest thing that happened last night was I got 11 hours of sleep with only 2 interruptions.  1 to nurse Kaylin, and 1 to get Zeria something for her night cough.  This is a good thing considering how many interruptions I've had lately.  Sigh I remember when I used to sleep the whole night.


    I finally told somebody in real life about James.  Been so busy hadn't talked to any of my friends.  I guess part of me really really really doesn't want to face their, oh my poor dear you'll be so busy.  And are you sure you can handle it, and so on.  Rejoice with me, instead of the pity.  Thank you very much. 


    And please oh please don't call my kids birth mom names in front of them.  I know she deserves them, but my kids don't.  And I don't need to go into their lifestory with complete strangers its none of your business.  HMM did I get that out of my system yet? lol


    The fear of the day is Aunt Flo is due and hasn't arrived yet.  Part of me sincerly hopes I'm pregnant.  And part of me is terrified that I might be pregnant.  And then another part of me knows Rob and I need to reevaluate our lack of birth control, or decide to truely trust God.  Problems, Questions, HMM...I think I'll just let this one go for now.


    Father God, today I have a choice.  I can stress about the things that need to be done or I can just do them.  I can get grumpy when my kids stop to smell the roses or I can join them.  Allow me to be relaxed.  And for things to come together very smoothly.  I love you,


    Tonia

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