July 18, 2001

• At Kayte & my husbands reminder I actually did my devotions first this morning instead of completely abandoning them.

  
  

  The first that sticks with me today is from Psalms 139...don't remember the verse number.  Anyhow it says even if the dark you know where I am it is as light as day and I can't hide from you.

  
  

  Thank you God for being around all the time.  In the dark, when I up, when I'm down, when I'm sad, when I'm happy, when life is going good, when life is going bad, when I want to take a long walk of a short pier, and when I want all to celebrate with me.  You are truely incredible.  Thank you for always being there.

  
  

  I have to go out amongst a person today who has done a lot of criticizing of me lately.  If I don't go out I will deny myself all my friends as well.  So Lord I ask for you to protect me from her words...and even be able to show her love.  She needs a friend so badly...but my armor is so weak these days.  The world smart thing to do would be to walk away...but I so can't do that.  So give me strength to face her, and the ability to keep my mouth shut when it would serve no good purpose to open it. 

  
  

  Amen

  
  

  I'm going to Annie Tonight the Dress rehearsal for our city's local light opera.  My mom, sister and brother are all in it.  I'm looking forward to it...but gotta find a babysitter for Kaylin.  No babes in arms welcome.  I have to admit...today a break from the baby sounds really good!

  
  

  Tonia

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