July 17, 2001

• Finished our movies...and are enjoying the quiet in the house. 

  I have had an amazingly non-crampy period this time.  Which is some kinda minor miracle.  It makes me wonder if my thyroid medication is working a little bit.

  I still go through bouts of depression.  I had one last night...where I was convinced everything was wrong with me.  Nobody loved me and maybe I should go eat worms.  Fortunately it went away fairly quickly.  And even more fortunately I have a very, very, very, patient husband!

  Father God, thank you for my family.  I love them, and appreciate them greatly.  I ask for the energy and patience to be a blessing to them rather then a drag.  Enable me to hold my tongue rather then yell...to love, and discipline with patience.  Help me as I deal with Zs anger.  Show me how to cut through it and enable her to deal with her emotions in an approriate way.  Thanks for the cuddles of Samuel...its nice  to have him wander of and snuggle with me again.  I missed it.  I think we may have officially gotten out of the terrible 2s!  Give Rob and I a good night tonight, and a joy in each other.  As I go to Bible Study tomorrow let me be a blessing to the ladies there...and to enjoy them rather then be obsessing about what they are thinking or saying about me.

  Tonia

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