July 13, 2001
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Good morning. It was a loong night. Kaylin was awake at 3:15 5:15 and 6:10 for the day. Its 7:25 and I’m soooooo ready to go back to bed. But I do not have the bone numbing exhaustion and weariness that I did yesterday. i’m getting reading to leave to go shopping. (Big shopping trip) I have so much I want to do. And the reality is I’ll probably get over there and look at Toys R Us and be so tired & crying that I’ll come back home
But I guess I’ll have tried.
Kaylin is a crank and I’m desperately hoping she will go to sleep and sleep the whole two hours.
I showered with her this morning..the only way I was gonna get a shower and Zeria insisted on joining me. And as a result I am feeling peopled out already. Don’t ya just love being a mom.
Okay enough whines. Thank you God for the sunshiney day. For the money that I have to make this shopping trip. For a husband who’se willing to keep the 2 oldest and even planning on enjoying it. Thank you for Brittany (my little sis) being willing to come with me.
Keep me safe today, and enable me to enjoy myself. Give me extra measure of strength as I deal with this day…I have so little as it is.